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mary fair

Name: mary fair
Citizenship: USA
Year Torture/Abuse Began:1991

I AM SUPPORTING THE WORLDWIDE CAMPAIGN AGAINST ABUSE OF DIRECTED ENERGY WEAPONS AND MANIPULATION TECHNOLOGY ON HUMANS

My name is Mary and I live in the USA. I am a 53 year old woman, wife, mother and grandmother…Following is my story: My Hell started in 1991 of electronic harassment and gang stalking. I am looking for someone to get them to stop!
I was dealing with situational depressions caused by a divorce that would have resolved itself. But instead of helping me in a time of great grief, distress and confusion that was happening in my life…some organization decided to hijack me and indoctrinated me into this living HELL for the rest of my life! I was a good and decent woman, a good mother, helped others and I had a kind heart. I was active in my community, president of the wives of the Los Angeles City Fire Department and helped raise money for the poor and active in my church. Now I have no guts and no spirit and have isolated myself from people. I have been in this for 17 years. I live in isolation out of fear.

Following are my personal experiences with these people.

Street theater incidents and invasion of my home and overt harassments in the preliminary stages of indoctrination processes for the purpose of letting me know I was under surveillance and my life is completely controlled by human hands:
Clothes; all had pulled seems in the material.
underwear all had holes and rips in them.
when shopping for clothes …they would place red threads them …. Making sure I was aware they were going before me and directed in advance where I was going
caused my supervisor to have extreme emotional swings toward me…they caused my computer to malfunction…they caused me to not be able to work in that environment and I was eventually “let go”….it was humiliating….I am a bright, intelligent person, and have always succeeded in everything I’ve ever done. How dare they put me in those “no win” situations and cause me such distress that I would lose a very much needed job…I was a single mother with no other support to pay my bills…I almost lost my house…could barely buy food…creditors on my tail for unpaid bills…I needed that job! They were slowly but surely isolating me from everything and everybody…I felt so alone and persecuted!
In my house telephone wall sockets were changed to some huge complicated mechanism I did not have before.
constant wrong numbers
pillows in my son’s room had the schematics of the inside of my home lightly drawn on the pillows
I found paint and dirty towels in the garage near my washing machine to show me they changed the inside of my house.
a huge, long, thick dark black hair, a foot long, (my hair is blond) neatly placed on my bedside table…again, making sure I knew someone had been in my house that day…it was left purposefully for me to find….the black hair matched one of the women I saw stalking me. I’ve seen these two women several times, one had black hair and the other had blonde hair and they were in their mid thirties.
my brother chased someone from my back yard, over the block wall into my back alley…he chased him a couple of blocks and lost him in a parking garage.
Two women watching me through a reflection in my son’s glass picture frame which bounced off the back window facing a two story structure. They were standing on the steps smiling at me…these were the same two women I’ve seen several times before!
Red laser light glaring at me in my bathroom mirror showing me I’m being watched from the window behind me while lying on my bed at night.
shadows on the ground outside of a person when there was no person around
seeing dark clothed person inside my house peeking around the corner when I was laying down on the couch
street lamps would turn off …one at a time … as I would drive home
my carpet was electrified when I would walk on it throughout my house.
the smell of gas in my bedroom when I would try to fall asleep …. They gave me the feeling I was being knocked out unconscious.
Hologram images on my body… I could see cartoon characters as if it was imprinted on my body, these same characters were also on the ceiling in my house of course only I could see it…eventually these images in my minds eye went away! This lasted a few weeks though.
a tree outside my house seemed like it was cut into characters of owls which happened overnight….again it must have been a holographic image seen through my eyes only…this disappeared quickly.
a person in front of my house pretended he was a utility man but he was doing work by himself at night…changing a water meter in the ground…he gave me a creepy feeling and the situation didn’t look right.
while driving in a car with my sister a whole group of people that were quietly standing at a bus stop instantly started fighting with each other then jumped in front of my car
In another incident my car was damaged by someone knocking off my rearview mirror
constant car problems such as my wind shield wipers would automatically go on every time I started the car … difficulty getting my keys to work in my locks…engine troubles galore…this car was barely 5 years old with no previous problems…now it consistently breaks down!
Radio being placed on Spanish stations each time I turned it on in my own home …I don’t listen to Spanish stations nor can I speak Spanish…this happened several times over a two week period…at the time I was a single mother living alone at times …these incidents were when my children were visiting their father.
Spanish people walking up to me and asking me questions in Spanish
My artificial finger nail case that I kept in my closet had masking tape around it with hieroglyphic writings on it.
Constant dog poop on my front lawn and backyard…I don’t have a dog.
Odd things being placed in my backyard such as gun shells.
horns honking and sirens that matched what I was thinking while lying in bed at night
I saw parts of my kitchen on a television show…it did not match the background of the Christian station that was being broadcasted. I don’t know how they did this but it is true.
Repeat of scenes on television programs
Placement of rats and large rodents on my block wall to frighten me.
placement of cockroaches, bees, spiders in my immediate surroundings
Being chased by bees that reacted to my thoughts
Banging noises and crackling of ceiling…doors….walls….all electrical appliances and the television set
Mail theft and tampering and interception
Acts of Harassment by formerly friendly neighbors. Sudden, bizarrely-rude treatment, isolation.
Noise campaign
Acts of vandalism such as tampering or destroying objects in my home causing me to throw them out ie., pillows, condiments, nail supplies, telephones, holes in my wood floor behind my couch near a telephone outlet.


Bodily function problems:
Feeling like I needed to urinate immediately every time I would go into a grocery store. For awhile they had me going at least 20 times during the night.
Feeling pins and needles in my feet to the point I could not even walk
unusual skin rashes on my arms and left hip and in both ear canals and on eye lids
my right eye (for a short time) had a yellow film in the corner on my eyeball…like a cataract (gone now)
A huge scratch on my left hip suddenly appeared with a huge rash around it after waking up the next morning…someone did this to me in the middle of the night!
pain in my teeth….sudden bleeding gums
Ringing in my ears that was sometimes excruciating!
heard loud noise outside in my back yard that glass was being smashed … I ran out there bringing my mother with me who said she did not hear anything….and there was no glass on the ground….only I could hear it being smashed
Slowly being forced to sleep…as if someone had drugged me…I fought to stay awake waiting for the perps to appear in the room….just before I was completely knocked out I saw three figures dressed in all black entering the bedroom from the closet…I remember telling them just before slipping into unconsciousness “I got you!” A few moments later I was startled to a wide awake noise of glass being smashed…of course no glass was ever found.
Terrorizing nightmares being chased in mazes with someone after me in every corner…I could not find my way out….these nightmares were induced by them…I would wake up in terror … too afraid to fall back to sleep
Nightmares of being paralyzed and not being able to move; such as me in a car and not being able to step on the brakes! Someone after me and not being able to run!
nightmares on different nights were; of being burned alive…being shot twice in the chest…cartoon episodes that would turn hellish….sexual nightmare dreams…skin flayed on my whole body as if being melted away from extreme heat…satanic nightmare attacks often….Spiders….rats….cockroaches….snakes
Sexual rapes while wide awake by them manipulating my body…they know I hate this tactic by them and fear them doing this to me…I cry for hours afterward …eventually they allow me to fall asleep usually around 5 am. However sometimes they don’t allow me to sleep at all…they will put my body in a deep rest mode and keep me still as if I’m in a stupor…they will allow me to listen to Christian music with my earphones on….it can be very extremely soothing….they make it so you can exist as a human being but only just enough.
Twitches in my extremities….aches and pains as if a knife was being stabbed into me…extreme headaches with onslaughts of their thoughts harassing me….telling me I need to do something in order to get the attacks to stop.
Induced heart attack symptoms …I thought I was going to die…. requiring a doctor from the hotel in Germany who barely spoke English …he gave me an injection of something that calmed me down…I was surprised they allowed some type of medication to help me…usually no medication of any type that they don’t feel I need is allowed to work in my body.
Extreme emotional swings of deep sadness and despair…extreme anguish of pain….blockage of thoughts….
Difficulty praying to God…blocked by them..
Difficulty in reading a book….they keep my thoughts on them and won’t allow me to concentrate on what I’m reading.
computer problems….changing what I write on the computer with misspelled words, spaces in the words! Electronic harassment when trying to type. Stopping emails…erasing what I’ve written…changing the lines and spacing of words automatically while typing as if everything I’m doing is wrong…making me feel inadequate and eventually needing to just give up.
Television equipment going on the brink
All electronics acting up
can’t unscrew bottle caps….they make things too difficult to open
Everything I eat or drink has a different taste at times
Smells that come from no where
Sleep deprivation
Sensory over stimulated
Several near death experiences in nightmares
Threats through their mental torture that they will hurt my family members if I do not submit to their will such as: causing arguments in my children among their loved ones, causing them depression or distress or anxiety attacks to the extreme…when I told them I was the cause of it because I would not submit to my handlers will…my adult children did not believe me and only caused my loved ones additional anguish to see their mother so tormented….real or imagined as they put it….being left with the guilt that I would not submit even to help a family member tells you how angry I am at them….ordinarily I would give my life for them….not being angry at these handlers is just about impossible for me!
During cancer treatments and surgeries in 2000-2003 they continued to harass me and cause me great mental and emotional distress …. They used these times specifically to cause me more harm…they would not let up until they wanted it to end….during chemotherapy treatments they would harass me mentally…again because I would not submit to there will and stop my anger towards them….they purposefully cause you such anguish or torture that I just could not forgive them! Because I wouldn’t forgive them…I would cry during my whole chemotherapy treatment in anguish over their harassments toward me.
After surgery they made it so the morphine drip would not work for me to relieve my pain…they made me feel emotionally distraught by not having the nurses answer me when I would press the button for them or have the nurses purposefully not put my table near my bed so I could reach for Kleenex or water
Made me feel extremely guilty for asking for pain medication when I desperately needed it in the hospital…caused sleep deprivation in the hospital where not even the medications given to me would work! Again, because I would not forgive them for allowing me to have pain medication when I needed it and again they would torture me when I asked for pain medication and again they would not allow me any rest! I ran fevers after each of my surgeries. I believe it was largely due to the distress they caused me…I healed very slowly…as I had several reconstructive surgeries after a mastectomy. Each time afterward they would put me through hell!
Extreme feelings of grief and hopelessness
Extreme feelings of induced anxiety…such as scuba diving 100 ft below the surface of the ocean and they induced a sudden panic attack (for no good reason as I was perfectly relaxed) I barely made it to the surface … I was in agony as I struggled to the surface SLOWLY … as to not get an embolism … I wanted to rip off my air supply as I was not getting enough air…getting to the surface took forever…I anguished over the memory of this incident for a long time.
Another anxiety attack happened while parasailing (I do not get scared of heights normally)…I was enjoying the view as usual while flying through the air when suddenly they instilled tremendous fear inside my…ruining my whole experience (I’ve done this several times before and NEVER have I ever been frightened…on the contrary … it is a hobby I extremely enjoy!) I was so mad at them for putting that much fear inside me that I was again very mad at them for ruining my vacation.
Another time I was river rafting … I believe they tipped the raft over several times on purpose causing me great fear … They like to purposefully ruin my fun!
I have a history of them doing this to me … with their usual approach toward me when I’m trying to have fun, it’s no wonder I’m afraid to do much of anything anymore… I question what are they going to do to me next?
visual holograms….such as; cartoon like bunny rabbits chasing me on the ground…ghost like dark figures walking down the hall…two white light figures standing in a bedroom…while looking at the cement in my backyard the small holes suddenly became large bumps…they would change it back and forth as they would talk to me in my mind!
visual disturbances with eyesight…cloudy sometimes…unable to see well enough to read at times…perfect clarity at other times…I have 20/30 vision normally
Scary monsters in nightmares…the last time I ever had a nightmare was when I was a child….now I get them just about every night and I’m 53 years old!
while wide awake and arguing with them…. they will induce visions in my minds eye in order to get me to submit to them such as; induced visions of black spiders while awake in my minds eye….visions of a child sitting naked being molested (they did this to me because I was angry at them and would not forgive them in my heart which made it difficult to pray) this vision compounded the problem because I had been molested as a child which made me feel very sick inside ….sexual innuendoes regarding my Lord and Savior…anything and everything that is abhorrent, abrasive, abusive and torturous.
While praying to Jesus…I was given a terrible vision of a sexual nature. I had not been able to look at our Lord Jesus for a couple of years fearing my handler will do that again to me.
My handler consistently starves me from praying to my Lord Jesus to protect me from her. I can sometimes pray when I submit to her will first
I’m unable to pray the rosary without her attacking me and harassing me…she says I’m not doing it right or that I’m not humble enough.
Causes me to remember things wrong on purpose ….causes my husband to remember things wrong on purpose which causes disharmony on purpose.
the sensation someone is tapping you on the shoulder as they speak to you…that was very frightening in the beginning before I got used to it…especially when you are all alone in the house…I thought it was a ghost at first!
They manipulate all those around you to cause you frustration and anger…these ordinary stressful situations become chaotic and hurtful when they tell you they are doing this to you on purpose such as; standing in a grocery line, and the person in front of you, who only has one or two items, takes about 15 minutes to check out because the electronics have gone awry or causes them to push the wrong buttons; or being at a kiosk to get coffee and the person continually skips over you and you are unable to give your order; or escalated extreme emotional distress that causes the person you are with to fly off the handle for a small reason causing arguments…causing you to work very hard at keeping your temper in check…causing extreme emotional swings is a common factor with them; they manipulate no win scenarios…no matter what you say or do they will make sure it does not get resolved peacefully.
If I dare to go outside and be with people… inevitably something goes very bad….such as physical and and psychological attacks…it is very embarrassing to cry in public…my family does not believe this is really happening to me and want me to get on medication….they don’t understand medication will not help me…in order to appease them I have taken medication and seen psychiatrists or else my family feels I’m not taking care of my emotional health….I feel so frustrated!
When I speak to my handlers…they change the meanings of single words I say…causing the whole sentence to mean something completely different of what I want to say…this causes me great distress, frustration and anger.
They’ve induced instantaneous nausea, dizziness, bowel and bladder controle problems, appetite control, blurring of vision, eye control etc. these manipulations coincide with what they are demanding from you at the moment.

I DEMAND AN INTERNATIONAL INVESTIGATION INTO THESE CRIMES AND HUGE VIOLATIONS OF HUMAN RIGHTS!

mary fair

Posted by Mind control Victims at 11:48 PM

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ny heart goes out to you Mary. You
are a strong good woman. This is why evil hates you so much. I am
also a target. They mobbed me out
of my workplace and then set me up
to be fired at my new job. My house
has gone into forclosure, I have no
job and no money. I am so cold right now. It is only 46 degrees in
here. Hang in there and I will try
and do the same. Kerri

January 3, 2008 9:56 AM

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